Family Photos
We had our family photos taken for the first time since we lost our Beautiful Colette. I think I knew it would be hard but I don't think I was prepared for how hard it would be. I just had my dad take them out int the back yard while we were all wearing our July Shirts. I just was not up to setting up the lights and the backdrops. I'll have to do that eventually but this will do for now. To be honest now that we have had them taking I've been really struggling with the fact that at 31 my family photos will be incomplete for the rest of my life. It hurts my heart and my head to know that we will always be missing our Colette. That there should be two little girls with darling dimples not just one. It just really does not seem fair and I'm having a hard time dealing with the fact that while everyone else takes their complete family photos for granted and their biggest frustration is that someone was not smiling or not looking at the camera. My biggest frustra...