A Mother's Day Ode




I am your mother, but you, my child, I cannot hold.
It'll get easier with time, or so I'm told.
People may forget that I am your mother.
I'm part of a secret club we only share with one another.
But that doesn't diminsh my love for you.
I think of you the whole day through.
I wonder what you're doing, my Precious Little One.
We are connected by an Infinite bond which cannot come undone.
I will not let death tear us apart.
I promise to always keep you alive in my heart.

Comments

  1. TamaraMay 10, 2010 at 6:06 PM

    Precious! Did you write that?

    Hope you enjoyed your weekend away.

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  2. JuliaMay 10, 2010 at 8:03 PM

    no I didn't write it but it said everything I wanted to say.

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  3. ShayMay 11, 2010 at 5:20 PM

    Your little Colette is so precious. I am so sorry for your loss. I hope you and your family are able to find moments of peace. This is not an easy Journey, so be gently with yourselves. You have such a beautiful family. You are in my prayers. I know our little girls are watching over us...perhaps together.

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  4. JuliaMay 12, 2010 at 11:53 AM

    Shay I like to think they are friends :)

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  5. MonicaMay 13, 2010 at 3:03 AM

    Julia my heart is still broken for you. Words can't describe how it feels, but I know it is nothing compared to yours. I agree with Shay be gentle with yourselves. Please know I love you and you are still in my prayers. Thank you for this blog entry with the pictures. It is just beautiful and a treasure.

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